Looking down at my tummy. It's big. I mean...really big. As in pregnant big. It also is becoming increasingly uncomfortable. My surgeon said six months, from November, to have it repaired. I hope I make it to then. It's really bothering and my clothes fit funny, i.e., loose in the butt and thighs, tight at the waist.
Here's a picture of my shadow. I'm still an XL or L on top, and an 18 would fit me on the bottom except for belly fat and the hernia. I'm just a big person. I'll never, ever be a size 4. Hell, or even a size 10 or 12. I'm within 25 - 50 lbs of goal weight. I'd be happy at a 14/16.
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